AUIDOAEF
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oh my god...........
I dont know what I'm thinking about anymore..
Life was done.. Life is done.
Time to start a new one
Saturday, June 27, 2009
I'm sorry
For always turning invisible.
For always defending something that's not believed in.
Im sorry for trying to defend you.
I'm also sorry for even trying to be a friend.
I can be a disapointment.
I'm sorry.
To the people that looked up to me.. I'm sorry for falling.
I'm sorry for falling back on what you viewed me as.
I'm sorry for failing for what you see me as.
Believing that I was something.. but end up being nothing.
I'm sorryy.. I really dont know what I do.. What I am... What I be..
I'm sorry for being intimidating or even being a person not to upset.
WHAT THE FUCK... I'm here for you.. any of you guys.. I dont Understand what I do.
To Influence minds because I dont understand what makes you think about me.
I'm NOT a boss. Nor a RoleModel.. not someone that will chop off you arm..
I'm Just a friend so stop thinking Ill get mad about anything.
UAWHUAWFJNHAFJFA
I'm beginning to lose everything.. by having this title or superior being. FUCK MEE!
FUCCCCCCKKKK MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK MEE!
Can niggas just be my friend without being scared of what I'll think?...
I'm just trying to inspire you guys for what you guys can do... I'm trying to bring out the best of all of youu!!!!.. So pleasee..
Can I just be a friend.. without having that father rolemodel title....
To you thugs.
I love all you!
............
For always defending something that's not believed in.
Im sorry for trying to defend you.
I'm also sorry for even trying to be a friend.
I can be a disapointment.
I'm sorry.
To the people that looked up to me.. I'm sorry for falling.
I'm sorry for falling back on what you viewed me as.
I'm sorry for failing for what you see me as.
Believing that I was something.. but end up being nothing.
I'm sorryy.. I really dont know what I do.. What I am... What I be..
I'm sorry for being intimidating or even being a person not to upset.
WHAT THE FUCK... I'm here for you.. any of you guys.. I dont Understand what I do.
To Influence minds because I dont understand what makes you think about me.
I'm NOT a boss. Nor a RoleModel.. not someone that will chop off you arm..
I'm Just a friend so stop thinking Ill get mad about anything.
UAWHUAWFJNHAFJFA
I'm beginning to lose everything.. by having this title or superior being. FUCK MEE!
FUCCCCCCKKKK MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK MEE!
Can niggas just be my friend without being scared of what I'll think?...
I'm just trying to inspire you guys for what you guys can do... I'm trying to bring out the best of all of youu!!!!.. So pleasee..
Can I just be a friend.. without having that father rolemodel title....
To you thugs.
I love all you!
............
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I hate me
I know People have their problems.
People have way worse problems than me.
But I hate me.
I slack. I give up. I'm weak.
I dont like where I'm standing.
..........
People have way worse problems than me.
But I hate me.
I slack. I give up. I'm weak.
I dont like where I'm standing.
..........
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Day 4 of the Summer program
Day 5 will just be working out. No more running! hahha FINALLY!
Freakin this program better get me super buff or skinny to where I can take my shirt off and not be ashamed of my rolls. GG!
Well I'm really really bored.. I have to drop of Angela later on. We were gonna watch UP but I think that plan is failure. Hmm. I'm also black!
-CUZ I'M BLACK YA'LL
-CUZ I'M BLACK YA'LL
-CUZ I'M BIGGITY BIG CUZ I'M BLACK YA'LL
I got so dark. It's starting to actually hurt my head. Well maybe sitting in the dark, in front of a computer is making it hurt. My OG-Bestfriend and Ading are sleeping on the bed while Twilight is on. Oh jeeze. How will I wake them up? hmmm. hhha. BAHHH
ps. they cute together
AEIOFHEAIOFHNAEFH IM SO BORED. FEAUBNOUOBN AEOUI ENHIOF NHEIOFHNuioaefnhiual;rrghAEIFBIAEBFHIEABFHiu =((((()((()()()))((()))
Time to lose more weight.
LET's RUN THIS
blehhhhh
Freakin this program better get me super buff or skinny to where I can take my shirt off and not be ashamed of my rolls. GG!
Well I'm really really bored.. I have to drop of Angela later on. We were gonna watch UP but I think that plan is failure. Hmm. I'm also black!
-CUZ I'M BLACK YA'LL
-CUZ I'M BLACK YA'LL
-CUZ I'M BIGGITY BIG CUZ I'M BLACK YA'LL
I got so dark. It's starting to actually hurt my head. Well maybe sitting in the dark, in front of a computer is making it hurt. My OG-Bestfriend and Ading are sleeping on the bed while Twilight is on. Oh jeeze. How will I wake them up? hmmm. hhha. BAHHH
ps. they cute together
AEIOFHEAIOFHNAEFH IM SO BORED. FEAUBNOUOBN AEOUI ENHIOF NHEIOFHNuioaefnhiual;rrghAEIFBIAEBFHIEABFHiu =((((()((()()()))((()))
Time to lose more weight.
LET's RUN THIS
blehhhhh
Sunday, June 14, 2009
10:00 am Thugs
Let's start off on a lighter note.
First off, congrats to the class of 2009 for completing their years of highschool. I'm proud of all you guys!
Jeff D, Melodie, and Janice's Great Oak graduation was one to remember. Very touching if I must say so myself.
Jesse, Jastine, Angela, and the Joy herself. Chap's graduation was a fun and also one to remember. Crazy people and what not.
After math was drinking at Paul's house to celebrate for them
I wish everyone were there!
Next day, Us DOTposse members went to perform for seriously like 5 mins total hahah. Pretty fun but gay at the same time. Made a delish video at francis's house. Melodie's pretty funny when it comes to trying to hold in her laugh. HAHA
Went to Patrick's house. It was cool seeing that guy again. Hopefully that guy can come and hangout more often. Forrealy though I miss that boy.
Then went to pick up girlfriend.
Then we went off to go to Jesse's pad. Ohhh jeeeze.. Delish food all overrrrr. Yummy steak and beef stew. WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY GOD Steak coming straight from a cow leg. WOWWWW hahhaa.. Jesse said it was around $600 i think. Straight up bought it from a farm HAHAH shit was the bombbbbbbbyy
hahahahhah. Jesse, tell your mom that her food was extra bomb. Beef stew for the win! I want some againn!
HAHA
On the darker note, The Thugs and I are commited to do a summer program that will intense our minds and tone our body's. If we can stick with this program for atleast 1 month, we'll see a difference. I just hope that we can stick with it. It's a team workout so if it comes to less and less people, it'll fail. Let's see who sticks with it.
Jesse and I made a wager for $30.00. By August 13th, 2009, Jesse must have a 6 pack and I must weight 160(I weight 178 at the moment). If Neither of us get to reach the goal, we keep the $30.00 and put a fatty fatty mcfat fat fail sign on our fat bodies. If He or I reach it and one of us dont reach it, either or has to pay $30.00. Now if both of us reach the goal, we dont owe each other anything and gain much more than $30.00, but a delish kiss body. SUPPP, who else is down to wager!??!?!?
Let's run thiss!!!!!!!!
SUMMER PROGRAM, HERE WE COME!
Meet at my house, 930am-9:55am.
Bring water, towels, and more water.
Don't give up on me thugs.!
First off, congrats to the class of 2009 for completing their years of highschool. I'm proud of all you guys!
Jeff D, Melodie, and Janice's Great Oak graduation was one to remember. Very touching if I must say so myself.
Jesse, Jastine, Angela, and the Joy herself. Chap's graduation was a fun and also one to remember. Crazy people and what not.
After math was drinking at Paul's house to celebrate for them
I wish everyone were there!
Next day, Us DOTposse members went to perform for seriously like 5 mins total hahah. Pretty fun but gay at the same time. Made a delish video at francis's house. Melodie's pretty funny when it comes to trying to hold in her laugh. HAHA
Went to Patrick's house. It was cool seeing that guy again. Hopefully that guy can come and hangout more often. Forrealy though I miss that boy.
Then went to pick up girlfriend.
Then we went off to go to Jesse's pad. Ohhh jeeeze.. Delish food all overrrrr. Yummy steak and beef stew. WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY GOD Steak coming straight from a cow leg. WOWWWW hahhaa.. Jesse said it was around $600 i think. Straight up bought it from a farm HAHAH shit was the bombbbbbbbyy
hahahahhah. Jesse, tell your mom that her food was extra bomb. Beef stew for the win! I want some againn!
HAHA
On the darker note, The Thugs and I are commited to do a summer program that will intense our minds and tone our body's. If we can stick with this program for atleast 1 month, we'll see a difference. I just hope that we can stick with it. It's a team workout so if it comes to less and less people, it'll fail. Let's see who sticks with it.
Jesse and I made a wager for $30.00. By August 13th, 2009, Jesse must have a 6 pack and I must weight 160(I weight 178 at the moment). If Neither of us get to reach the goal, we keep the $30.00 and put a fatty fatty mcfat fat fail sign on our fat bodies. If He or I reach it and one of us dont reach it, either or has to pay $30.00. Now if both of us reach the goal, we dont owe each other anything and gain much more than $30.00, but a delish kiss body. SUPPP, who else is down to wager!??!?!?
Let's run thiss!!!!!!!!
SUMMER PROGRAM, HERE WE COME!
Meet at my house, 930am-9:55am.
Bring water, towels, and more water.
Don't give up on me thugs.!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
The ButterFly Effect. Let's Run This
At times we all have thoughts about what if I weren't in the position I were in now.
Like Places we would be at, who would be our friends, significant others, jobs, schools, and whatever.
Well I think, like many people, everything happens for a reason.
We have our thoughts about the "if" but mutha fucka, I wouldnt have it any other way.
You see, in highschool I was a white washed white boy. Partied with the skaters/punkers/hardcore kids. Raised with a gangster brother who taught me the ropes to the bad life. Raised with another brother who just knew right from wrong. Raised fat, so that I couldnt get any girls so I respect girls the most; that's why I dont call girls whores, ho's, slut's, bitches, nor anything offensive to the female gender(unless they really are bitches). If I didnt learn anything about that, I wouldnt be me. If I had not moved from my party life/ get the shit beat out of me, I wouldnt be where I'm at. I wouldnt be at MSJC deciding what I want to do. I wouldn't be Bboying. I wouldn't be sitting with my THUGSofWINCO. And most of all, I wouldn't be with Vanessa if I hadn't. And by golly gee gosh, I wouldn't have it any other way. My life is a book ready to be read and I'm the narrator. Like us all, we have the power to choose what we want to do. We have our paths. Make it the best. Choose your companions well Because that's what you need. Make goals and pursue them.
Can't dwell on the past to think what if, so let's think of the now. Can't be Ashton Kutcher and go back in time. Everything happens for a reason, So dont think of it. Live it. That's why we live. This isnt some butterfly effect! If you want to change it, do it now! So let's fuckin RUN THIS!
Class of 2007 was a bad year but I'll rep that shit
To the Class of '08 , first year experiencing life without guide lines, Continue doing what you do!
Class of '09. Life will come at you quick like a bullet. Once it hits you, you realize that it fuckin hurts, but if you survive, move on.
Jesse, Jeff D., Jastine, Mae-Angela, Melodie, and the rest of '09 and the continue life forms, WE GOT YOUR BACK!
CONGRATS TO Class of 2009.
Run that SHIT
As for me, I'm glad to look foward. I got my girl. I got my friends. I got my family. I got my motivation.
MSJC, Im leave your ugly face soon and move on to a better school. Hopefully Move out with the best fuckin people everrr!
My Sims life goal will earn me some points. My real life will earn me achievement.
So fuck the butterfly effect. I got my NOW EFFECT ON.
GG! Let's RUN THIS
JAYdotAREdot
WINCO THUGS(My Niggas)
Like Places we would be at, who would be our friends, significant others, jobs, schools, and whatever.
Well I think, like many people, everything happens for a reason.
We have our thoughts about the "if" but mutha fucka, I wouldnt have it any other way.
You see, in highschool I was a white washed white boy. Partied with the skaters/punkers/hardcore kids. Raised with a gangster brother who taught me the ropes to the bad life. Raised with another brother who just knew right from wrong. Raised fat, so that I couldnt get any girls so I respect girls the most; that's why I dont call girls whores, ho's, slut's, bitches, nor anything offensive to the female gender(unless they really are bitches). If I didnt learn anything about that, I wouldnt be me. If I had not moved from my party life/ get the shit beat out of me, I wouldnt be where I'm at. I wouldnt be at MSJC deciding what I want to do. I wouldn't be Bboying. I wouldn't be sitting with my THUGSofWINCO. And most of all, I wouldn't be with Vanessa if I hadn't. And by golly gee gosh, I wouldn't have it any other way. My life is a book ready to be read and I'm the narrator. Like us all, we have the power to choose what we want to do. We have our paths. Make it the best. Choose your companions well Because that's what you need. Make goals and pursue them.
Can't dwell on the past to think what if, so let's think of the now. Can't be Ashton Kutcher and go back in time. Everything happens for a reason, So dont think of it. Live it. That's why we live. This isnt some butterfly effect! If you want to change it, do it now! So let's fuckin RUN THIS!
Class of 2007 was a bad year but I'll rep that shit
To the Class of '08 , first year experiencing life without guide lines, Continue doing what you do!
Class of '09. Life will come at you quick like a bullet. Once it hits you, you realize that it fuckin hurts, but if you survive, move on.
Jesse, Jeff D., Jastine, Mae-Angela, Melodie, and the rest of '09 and the continue life forms, WE GOT YOUR BACK!
CONGRATS TO Class of 2009.
Run that SHIT
As for me, I'm glad to look foward. I got my girl. I got my friends. I got my family. I got my motivation.
MSJC, Im leave your ugly face soon and move on to a better school. Hopefully Move out with the best fuckin people everrr!
My Sims life goal will earn me some points. My real life will earn me achievement.
So fuck the butterfly effect. I got my NOW EFFECT ON.
GG! Let's RUN THIS
JAYdotAREdot
WINCO THUGS(My Niggas)
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