job

I need one.. GG
Vito got an interview.. not me
It's because hes black huh?

HAHA
damnnit

Bring you up.. smile

Another Thursday.
Yes, can't believe what's happening. Time is almost done with school. School is almost messing me up. I think I failed my test today in Geography. That's what I get for not studying. What is wrong with me? I don't even understand myself. Problems with my actions.. hurts more than words definetly. Can't describe what im feeling because i'm just feeling the sorrow.
That's how it is though. GG

I got into something that I shouldn't have and i'm probably going to hear the most of it later on. I'm sorry. I'm just getting drained from it.

Today, I've been reading The Rose That Grew From Concrete. It's freaking sooo tight.
Here's one of my favorites:
"The Power of a Smile"
-The power of a gun can kill
and the power of the fire can Burn
The power of the wind can chill
and the power of the mind can learn
The power of anger can rage
inside until it tears u apart
But the Power of a Smile
especially yours can heal a frozen heart-

ohh man. It that was so good haha

Around 4 o' clock I met up with my friend Lisa.
She's been having problems with her Fam, her kid, her love relationship, her baby's daddy, work, school, and money. Battling her ex boyfriend for custody of the baby. Damnnn.
I feel for her. She's going through so much and there's is so little that she can do. She like has no time for anything.
And for me being here since me and her were in 8th grade, things change. I just have to be there fo her as much as I can. I can't help her with everything in her life, but ill be there as a shoulder to lean on. Even just for a smile because life's tough. I said that I'd help her with school as much as I can. I'm not a genius, but I'll do what I can.

Well on my way to ASL class. After is practice. Then I don't know what after.

My life isn't bad to Many people. Just for me though. As for many of us. We all stress on things. Just remember.... that we don't have it as bad as many people in this world.

Respect to EVERYONE doing their thing.
Once life gets you down. There's Always one person to Bring you off your feet.

We riding. We busting. We smiling

I have no idea why I put that on my title but you know.

Well my weekend. GG. Friday went to kick it with my boy Vito. Me and Van picked him and his sidekick Ani and we just kicked it. I cleaned his pool and while Vito was taking off the cover to the pool, a dead fuckin mouse. It was all mushy gushy. It was like it was there for a month or something. But its all good.. HAHAHA yee. Went to a deaf event play thing. That was pretty cool but I should have just stayed at Vito's. After I went to pick up Van and then we went with Jojo and Debbie to Sacco's house. Freakin lives in the mountains past the Chainsaw houses. GG but that was pretty cool. Got kind of messed up but its all good!

Saturday was Vito's birthday but I didnt get to spend time with him. Hope I didnt ruin the surprise. Hope you had fun man and im sorry for not kickin it.
Well yeah I went to San Diego to spend time with Greg because his birthday was on Friday. Super excited to roll down. On my way there. Seriously fuckin 1 exit away to his house, I got a speeding ticket.. MUTHA FUCK CUNT. 85 on a 65. GG fuckin shit. There goes my perfect driving record. Atleast I got my reality check. Drive speed limits dawggy.
Well I got to Greg's finally and it was a win day. His friends are dope. His friends threw him a party. We partied in the hood. God driving around the hood, is like an adrenaline rush. That's just me though. HAHA
yeah we drank the night away basically. Beerpong, birthday shots, and cheating kings cup. HAHA ended the night at 330am. Well that was me anyways haha

Sunday, we woke up at 830-900am. Fools were talking shit about how I was sleeping. HAHA I guess I didnt move at all. HAHAHA pretty funny. Went to go eat pho and then dropped Gregs friends off. Kicked it at Greg's house and I made a my mom a "Happy Mutha's Day" card. Yee thats how I spelt it on her card. She liked that card. GG card. Made everything better since I got bitched at for the ticket but theyre cool about it now. Stayed at home and then picked up Van. Got some romantic yogurt/gelato and walked cutely through the outside part of the mall. Then we got some romantic super fries. Delish kiss. Watched some family guy. OMG Vanessa's laugh when she watches Family Guy, GG!! so fuckin cute. HAHA

-Now for conclusion. This weekend was tight. Sorry vito for not staying but we shall kick it again soon. Prolly Tuesday. Happy be-lated Bday
-I'm down to kick it with Greg and his homies again. I miss that ass face
-Another day with Vanessa= more lego blocks for our relationship.

GG
We Ride, We bust, We smile.

the A.M. KILLER!

It's 5:12 am and Van's in the shower. We just got back just a few minutes ago.
Start of my saturday
1000am classs.. and last class end 8pm
practice at 9pm
GG life
HAHAHA damn

Let's goo!!

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AH GAH SUH KAH PHO SHAOOOOOWWW!

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First time, in my entire fuckin LIFEE!!, I have ever been so stressed about things. School, dancing, family, financial, etc.
I want to erase my mind completly and burn the remaining thoughts that lead me to my angerly moments. WOW!
GG daysss.. These days are just so hard. Last of the semester just packed on with tons of homework. Practicing nothing because everyone is passing me up and im getting left behind. Out of shape breathing. No cash to spend time with anyone, or barely do anything like i used to. Drama going and rushing to my face all day!.. I just want a break! Just a day to relax and sit. Get away from all the pressure and just chill to get my head away from all the physical and emotional stress.
Hopefully going to Greg's house can put some things out of my head. San Diego here I come. Clear my mind yeah?

I'm getting tired of this. I got to hold on though. Stay strong. Live Life. I'm still young. So stress is normal for now. I just want to start life already. GG life... GG stress.. GG emotions.. GG me

totes Thuggin'.. ps.

ps.
I can fall, and sometimes it takes a while for us to get back on our feet

totes Thuggin'

To start off the mutha asshole weekend, The Thugs killing it off. Fuckin smoked in some flip cup my nigga. TOTES TOTES TOTES SMOKED! hahaha but it was fun.
Heard them Winco's killed it at the GreatOak thing. WincoThugs doin they thang all day err day!
I love WincoThugs!
I heard Jeff D. is having some beef with some assface from greatoak. Nigga dont mess with a thug. Mess with one, mess with all! nah saying. HAHHA

well i feel Totes black right now so im going to stop. HAHA

Im guessing we are going to see Common today. dont know when all this is happening but you know. I guess just go with the plan. Tonight is the Pacman fight against Hatton. AHH niggggggggaa, GAMETIMEEEE BABYYY, LET'S GOOO!!! FILIPINO PRIDE DAWGGGGG!!

Oh sheet. Resty got the Manager position at his job. Fuckin how gangster is that. OMG! hasnt even started work yet but damn GG. Proud of that nigga forreal. And all he does is ___ ____ HAHA but hes doing his thing so I cant hate.

Couple of the thugs are gonna get up on Diablo 2. Ya'll niggas better get on as well. Its gonna be tight. The summer game if so. Hopefully. HAHAH i always say the game. But no one gets it the same time. BAH
It'll just end up being me and resty playing. GG

Morning sucked.DotA fucked me over today. fuckMYlife!

End for today. Hopefully I have a Better rest of the day.